Ore : 11:08 pm
Was it me? Was I in the wrong? For being too friendly with boys? Until they think I would care less of my morality? Much less my honour? Am I to be blamed for their misinterpretations of my behaviour? My mom was right. A girl can never be too good a friend with boys.
Boys suck.
Ore : 8:54 pm
Anyways I never thought I would have any hatred for this good friend of mine, but today's incident proved me wrong. This person shall remain unnamed, but I will mention what he did. (errk, totally disgusting.)
I hadn't seen him in a while and seeing that the guys he hung out with were gone, I went over to say hello. So we talked about stuff until I acknowledged the camera that was on the table. It looked expensive so I asked if it was his. He nodded and proceeded to explain to me how it works. He wanted to take a photo of me, but since I had that terrible allergy acting up, I refused. What I didn't notice was that he went to take a picture under my skirt! And he had the cheek to show it to me! I was flabbergasted then, because no words can describe how I was beginning to feel towards this person. I left him there and didn't say another word to him. I looked back, caught him smiling. I just shook my head in sadness.
Funny how it seems like we know someone really well, but it just turned out that you never really knew him anyway.
Ore : 11:26 am
Anyways I am at home now, still battling those god-awful cramps. The best thing that could ever come out from this episode is the fact that I don't have the appetite to eat. (Rinn --> we can both open up strawberry jam factories in a week or so. haha!)
I am now also listening to No Doubt's most latest album: The Singles 1992-2003. My all-time favourite from them is Don't Speak. And I just realised that my hair can be tied up in long pigtails already. Yay!
I added a new blog to read weekly. It's called Waiter Rant and it's a good blog to read, something to think about now and again about human behaviour. Check it out.
Ore : 5:16 pm
Darwini Lola Azmi's Aliases |
| Your movie star name: Rice Crackers Dawood |
| Your fashion designer name is Darwini London |
| Your socialite name is Tuntun New York |
| Your fly girl / guy name is D Azm |
| Your detective name is Cats Bishan Park Sec |
| Your barfly name is Biscuits Margarita |
| Your soap opera name is Lola Bedok South |
| Your rock star name is Sneakers Car |
| Your star wars name is Darbom Azmraf |
| Your punk rock band name is The Glad Corkscrew |
Ore : 4:55 pm
Ore : 4:02 pm
Which brings me to another point. When you are in an argument, be clear-headed. Check to steady your anger level. Because there are always times when you would say something terrible and then regret it later on.
I am now listening to Sugar Ray's 14:59. I am such a fan of their music, and Mark McGrath of course! My all-time favourite song has got to be Every Morning.
So anyways, Sari's 6th birthday party is confirmed on this Saturday and I can't wait! The food's going to be great and although I'm not so much into cakes, hers is going to be this huge barbie chocolate cake with fresh cream and pink icing. Delisch! There's going to be loads of kids that day and I plan to let them play Musical Chairs. It is fun to see kids pushing each other on purpose.
On that same day, I have a gig that I've been anticipating since two months ago. Stardom 05 is going to be great, or so I've heard. I think everybody should go and watch the performances, because it showcases young talents that are real. I mean come on, ite students might not be so good in their academic side but they are always good in this kind of thing. Entertainment is in their blood I think.
Everytime I think, I have something to speak out on. I believe that when someone speaks his mind, it is best to hear him out, to get a rough idea on what his perspectives are. But sometimes it's hard as there are people who do not want to listen. If you don't want to accept what he's saying, it's fine, but you have to atleast listen and try to understand where he's coming from. That's how you broaden your mind, unlimiting yourself to the possibilities ahead.
I came across articles and forums where they were discussing about this scholar who had racist remarks on his blog, and some members of the society blasted out at him. (if I'm not mistaken, his scholarship was put to the test or something) Come on man. Where are we supposed to let our feelings go? Shall we just talk amongst trusted people from now on, afraid of what will happen to us when someone hears us sprouting our anger? Live in fear? Is that our new motto people?
Yes. Let's do that. We can all go stock up on our home supplies and not step out of the house from now on. Ergh. Stupid bitch.
P/S: If I seem to have gone missing after this post, I'm probably at some.....
No no! No! Please don't take me away!....noooo! I was just going to delete the last part officer....! No! please!.....
Ore : 1:39 pm
So we (Liz, Azri and I) met up with Din and Fie and walked all the way to Liang Court. It was a humid day and I was sweating bucketloads despite attempting to cool myself with the foldable fan I brought along. Anyway we had to walk through an underpass which had this nasty smell, so bad that Din and Liz ran all the way. There was a man who was either stuck on the ground, or lying dead unnoticed, because we made a lot of noise but he didn't move. Maybe he died from the smell. (LOL)
The coffee presentation at Starbucks was nice. We learnt how to judge a coffee by its smell and taste (black coffee is one nasty bitch) and we were served milk and oj and some breads (there's this one called monkey bread which was superb, remind me to ask Liz about that). And then we recieved a bag of coffee beans.
Next we walked to Raffles City. We had to go through that underpit of an underpass again, and stopped to watch three people take the reverse bungee thingy, and we walked through Boat Quay. Liz and Din went around the area to get donations while the rest of us relaxed at Delifrance, where we took photos and cracked jokes. Soon after we went back to Tampines to return the bags, mine of which was an empty one, lest for that dollar the Starbucks manager chipped out. (LOL)
I trudged home, took a cold shower and went to sleep like a baby.
Ore : 9:31 pm
I finally started on the 3D project today. I'm planning on doing a mini garden with pretty flowers and butterflies and bees. Many thanks to those who helped, and are going to help, me with it. Their patience is a virtue.
God. This Saturday I have to "volunteer" myself to a Flag Day activity, which is to hold out a can to the public, hoping to fill it up to the brim with coin donations. Ergh. I hate even the thought of subjecting myself to that.
Anyways I was in the bus on the way back and there was this airport lady, you know, the ones wearing those blue folded skirts, who was looking out the window and crying to herself silently. I guess she must have felt really sad (or angry, depends on what kind of person you are) because the bus was packed and a normal person would be totally embarrassed if that happens. But the thing that frustrated me the most was when her friend (who initially did not realise that she was crying) tried to console and ask her the matter, that stupid woman acted as if looking outside the bus was life or death. Come on man. You could have just told her to hold on or something. But it's probably none of my business anyways.
Ore : 7:50 pm


Ore : 5:57 pm
So they elected a new pope. Big deal. Why didn't they pick the black one? What would happen if they picked the black one?
Singapore is building 2 casinos by 2009, but I don't understand the fuss about having it about our midst. Yeah, I can't gamble because of religious obligations, and it is a condemnation. Uh huh. So? From what I know, my religion teaches our followers to abstain from desires. We have to remember that we are living in a multi-religion, multi-racial society. But if you still want to argue, please research on this matter, because from what I have found out, building these casinos might not be such a bad thing afterall. I am looking forward to the one in Sentosa because it is going to be family-oriented. Eating candy floss on a ferris wheel sounds good to me.
Well, the mentor that I've selected, for the essay competition I entered, got rejected by my supervisor. I initial chose Catherine Lim, but Sumiko Tan was more interesting, but I guess not everybody thinks like me. How can Singapore minds widen when they can't even accept subjects that are not mainstream. It's like what Liz said," The problem with Singaporeans is that they are afraid to take risks!" I agree that LKY was a brilliant mentor for the country and we can't doubt his leadership, but he is old school. I know that we have fantastic new minds in the cabinet, like Dr Vivian Balakrishnan, to make Singapore a dot that is more all-rounding. Hear, hear!
Ore : 7:46 pm
Ore : 11:29 am
1) I just learnt how to do this.
2) Liz is not around.
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Ore : 10:54 pm
John Legend. The biggest artiste since...erm...Angie Stone. I was totally hooked on his first single I Used To Love You, and then his second Ordinary People came out, and now Get Lifted. W.O.W. He is so talented that he was the opening act for Alicia Key's Diary tour, and you know how selective she is about opening acts. Check him out people.
Ore : 10:02 pm
So anyways again, I have a new friend named Ramiah. He's from Ohio and he's 22. Initially we were only corresponding through this email (we met coincidentally in a penpal website) until last night, when we chatted in msn. He is okay I guess. He's black. Haha. (Caught the bug from Liz I guess.)
Anyways again, does anybody recognise or know this girl? Her name is Sharifah. It is so amazing because she and I are totally alike! We both love Paris and Nicole, we both wanna meet rich old guys (just kidding of course!), and we're both Britney fans! She looks very familiar but I can't put my finger on it.

Ore : 9:16 pm
So I just watched this show called Trading Spouses, an American rip-off of British's Trading Wives. The idea of the show, obviously, is for a parent from different families to switch places and then decide how their host families are going to spend the $50,000 that they are getting. This evening's episode was a close for the first 2 families. This well-to-do caucasion woman was placed in a less-off black family, and she was potrayed as being a snob, which I also think she is.
Imagine this. A black rich woman being placed in a white trailer. Now that's the show I'd like to watch. Gets the white americans all riled up. For sure there's going to be the double-standard thing again. Did you know that there's still an association where white people are against blacks? Only in America, kids.
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Ore : 12:44 pm
Anyway I think it's pretty scary when a young teen is confirmed to be pregnant. If I put myself in that position, I think I'd probably shiver from fear the whole time. And how are you supposed to tell your parents about it when they don't even know you have a boyfriend? Man. Imagine the embarrassement. So kids, if you are having a sexual relationship, please protect yourselves.
That reminds me. Girls, when you eventually get married, please do not forget that you have your own personality and character. Get in touch with that self once in a while and don't just submit yourself to your husband's demands. Don't grow into that mould, because you'll never know when you'll be labeled as a wife who becomes so stupid, that everything her husband says, goes. Don't lose yourself.
Right. So I have to be in school in an hour's time. Looks like it's going to be one rainy day. I wouldn't have gone to class, but my team has a presentation later on and Liz wouldn't do it so that leaves me. God. I hate teamwork.
Ore : 7:44 pm
That aside, I am completely and helplessly panicked and stressed out from my projects. And with that new date due for that 500 word essay coming up this Friday, I am pretty much bummed out. Let's just hope everything is done by this week, although I'm guessing that some parts...
Let's just forget about everything for now. I am too pissed for words. Anyway I completed the whole Godfather series and I have been charmed hopelessly by the italian mafias. Sigh...
Ore : 10:01 pm
The next movie we watched was The Pacifier, featuring Vin Diesel. He was so hot man. There was one scene in the movie where he just got out of the shower and was only wrapped in a towel, and there were these cute little girl scouts who were giggling and waving at him. It was so cute!
Next we watched Be cool, starring John Travolta, Uma Thurman and a whole cast of celebrities! There was Andre Benjamin from Outkast and he was funny. And Cedric The Entertainer too. Oh yes, not forgetting The Rock. Scortching! But what really captivated me in this film was Travolta's clear blue eyes...Oh my god! They were to die for! Sigh...
Well, that's it I guess. Oh no, not yet! Last night, my brother and I rented like a couple of vcds, so I guess I'm going to spend the night watching backdated films. Oooh...we got the whole Godfather series...I can't wait!
Oh yes. I met Aisha earlier, and she was with her boyfriend. I said hi and was hoping that she'd recognise me because her face was like so stoned. So I scooted off. Haha!
Ore : 12:37 pm
Wan was surprised yesterday with the cake and all. It was excellent. Swenson's desserts are always good. And I took photos with some *ehem ehem* people. So it's all good. (Anyways, I think 'Wan' has got to be the most common name in S'pore! I know about 5 Wans already.)
I also watched the soccer match between my school and Macpherson. We were great! We were at the third story (VIP seats! haha!). It was already 5-0. But due to unforseen circumstances (this loudmouth asshole who kept dissing the referee and the other team) the game was nearly forfeited! Ass-kissing was made and the game continued, not sure what the score was after that because we were chased away by an "official".
The generation gap is not my problem. Do you agree with the above statement? I was asked for my opinions on this and my answer will be published in the next edition of the school's magazine, that nobody reads anyway. It's my duty as a good student to enlighten others about school matters. Haha! Watch this space.
Ore : 3:53 pm
I wonder what'll happen to us next year this time round. The boys will probably be in NS. We had a laugh about that during lunch earlier. And the girls...? I'm really not sure. I just hope that we will all still be in speaking terms. Haha!
Anyways, it's Wan's birthday tomorrow and we're all gonna do a *li-il sa-ing sa-ing* for him! Haha!! I can't wait! I hope he likes ice cream cake.
So I flipped open 8 Days last night and there it was. An ad on Ralph Lauren with Christine as the model. Man!!! She won the contest and I immediately called to congratulate her, and to be a busybody and ask her what she won.
It's nice huh, to become a model. Just stand there, look pretty and get paid. And because people think that models are bimbos, they would have less expectations of them. And when people don't expect much from you, it becomes so nice to surprise them. Hmm....
Ore : 10:18 am
Ore : 11:59 pm
I had a sumptuous dinner earlier. The parents and kids had dinner at Sempang Bedok and brought back food for us. There were chicken rice, fish and chips, fried baby squids and ice cream. Yummy. There goes my healthy diet. I was thinking of converting to a vegetarian this week, but how can I, when I don't even eat vegetables. Bleargh. I'm having tummy aches now.
P/S: I keep talking in Bahasa Indonesia when I'm dreaming or having nightmares. Must be that Entity thing.
Ore : 1:12 am
Ore : 12:05 am
I guess the queen's language suits me well.
Bless the Queen. That reminds me! The pope is on the verge of death, but I just can't understand the fuss about it. No offense but...he was bound to die anyways, he's human ain't he? Oops...that's american talk. Oh whatever Wini!
Ore : 11:41 pm
This is my dearest friend Rafiee. The kids swoon at his cuteness everytime he passes by. They think that he is so cute that they want to tie him up on the ceiling fan and make him turn round and round and round. But I am not taken in by this "cute" face. (Sorry Baz, had to steal this pix from your page!)
Anyways Miss S'pore Universe has been crowned tonight, by erm... Candy was it? I'm not sure. But she gave the next-thing-to-best answer in the final round. But the main highlight of the show for me was yet again...Mr Taufik...man, when he sang Me and Mrs Jones, I can just...sigh... But let it be known that I'm only interested in his voice, not his looks, if you can call it that. And also another highlight of the evening was Jon Johansson.
Ore : 6:00 pm
Anna smoking
Jessica went blonde!
Now this is funny!
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On a lighter note, classes were cancelled today, that left me free the whole day. I had to run errands this morning but I still woke up around 11 this morning. I didn't sleep well last night, due to the fact that I have been listening and watching ghostly affairs since last Thurs night.
The OC, One Tree Hill and Everwood ran its premier of their 2nd seasons last night. I was so glad that they have returned to fill my nights again. (Thurs nights have been dragging for me since I can remember.) I have become acquainted with the characters and once again, I shall take on a new persona. I have decided on either these people: Summer from OC, Brooke from Tree Hill or Amy from Everwood. Hehehe...
